This has been a tough week, I tell ya.
It’s not because I’m bombarded with work or anything like that…it’s just that sometimes life can really test your strength by throwing situation after situation at you.
Since late June/early July, I’ve literally had major things to happen one after the other. From health scares to relationships being broken, restored and broken again to walking away from my job and impulsively going to stay in another city for a while – things have been insane around these parts!
By nature, unless you know me on an extremely personal and intimate level, I am a very private and introverted person especially as and when it’s involving something in my personal life. The hardest thing for me to do is to go through things while sharing the same space as others.
What I mean is that I like to handle and push through my emotions in private. After I’ve come to terms with them, then and only then am I open to share them with others or talk about my experiences. It’s the exact opposite of how I am about my business ventures and struggles as an entrepreneur. I’m an open book for anyone when it comes to that but trying to get me to open up about what’s going on with me below the surface? No way.
Within the last two or three weeks, I’ve been the most vulnerable that I’ve been in a long while and I’ve been forced by the Universe to deal with my vulnerability in front of others. Talk about uncomfortable…