Today has been one of those days (and it isn’t even 5 o’clock yet).
The only befitting word to describe my current mood is blah. Depression is usually associated with the word blah, but I’m not depressed. In fact, I’m far from depressed. I just feel a little empty…nonchalant…over it.
Do you catch my drift?
I’ve been doing an excellent job of combating negativity so far this year but sometimes, no matter what you do or what type of preventative measures you take, shit just happens. And because I’m not perfect, things get to me.
I won’t apologize for that.
I’m mature and experienced enough to know that even the bad can sometimes be good. What I mean is that, no matter how bad something you’re going through seems, it can actually be for your good. You just don’t know it yet. It has happened to me more times than I can count so I have faith each and every time that God is still working on MY behalf.
Another thing…everything happens for a reason. I don’t believe that anything in my life is by chance or a coincidence. I pray and then things happen. Every. Single. Time. So why make a big deal out of the bad stuff? You really can’t. It causes too much unnecessary drama and stress.
I don’t know what I’m going to do with these emotions of mine other than to let them run their course because I certainly can’t change anything that has already happened. All I can do is go through it and grow through it. I remember a quote that said something like, “The only way out is through.”
Isn’t that the truth?